http://jaydee82435.livejournal.com/ jaydee82435 - LiveJournal.com Wed, 26 Jul 2006 19:35:51 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com jaydee82435 8403575 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/51054423/8403575 http://jaydee82435.livejournal.com/ 100 100 http://jaydee82435.livejournal.com/1065.html Wed, 26 Jul 2006 19:35:51 GMT http://jaydee82435.livejournal.com/1065.html well seeing that i never write in here, here's the low down on whats happened to me the last few months. got a girl friend and she broke up with me, because my dad started goin out with her mom. shes nice but its a little akward. then we all started living together in a three room trailer home, weird doesn't begin to describe it. now we're all one big happy family, psych! she has 4 girls and 3 who live in the house, by the way i've always lived with brothers, this is new to say the least. they are 20,16,14, and 12. mean while i keep on trying to survive in school, i dont have any problems except for one person, but its long torturous hours are a pain. finally school got out and i was looking forward to a wonderful summer, i was sadly disappointed. my cousin came out here from kentucky and that kept me from doin a whole lot, although it was kind of nice to see him. i was hoping to go to CT to visit some of my mom, brother friends and the like but apparently my dad doesn't think thats a very good idea. so my cousin left and now here i sit. http://jaydee82435.livejournal.com/1065.html avenged sevenfold avenged sevenfold irritated public 0 http://jaydee82435.livejournal.com/978.html Sat, 12 Nov 2005 02:44:35 GMT http://jaydee82435.livejournal.com/978.html We finally finished working on my trailer today. it was really, really annoying. fortunately all we need do now is move in (oh joy). I feel that in the time I've had to mature I've actually regressed into my former shell of a human being, pitiful, insignificant, and helpless. I am experiencing a feeling of worthlessness, and feel unable to communicate with her, and i kick myself for my own inability to help those whom i care about. http://jaydee82435.livejournal.com/978.html blink 182 blink 182 indescribable public 0 http://jaydee82435.livejournal.com/657.html Fri, 07 Oct 2005 03:28:59 GMT http://jaydee82435.livejournal.com/657.html As of today i am a changed person. life as i know it has altered in ways i didn't think possible. it would almost seem as if this were a last will but the truth is i'm ready to explode! everyone seems to be depending on me for something, it has started to unnerve me. http://jaydee82435.livejournal.com/657.html system of a down system of a down life sucks public 1 http://jaydee82435.livejournal.com/345.html Sat, 01 Oct 2005 03:13:09 GMT http://jaydee82435.livejournal.com/345.html For the past week or so i have been in the running for homecoming king. I though it was just a joke at first but as of the day before yesterday up until today i realize that they are actually serious. I still am in partial aw but i found out that almost everyone my class voted for me, although i voted for one of my friends. this is really strange to me seeings that i'm the new guy (here and at school). http://jaydee82435.livejournal.com/345.html confused public 0